SHE STOOD THERE.........

She stood there,
she looked around herself & found the happiness missing & then she realised life is sometimes so pissing..!!!
She smiles all the way,
Hiding her emotions she lay
Waiting for the rain ,to hide her pain!
She is a lost lass,lost in her own maze.
She grew older,became choosy & so called wise,
& also noticed that the world is full of lies.
She felt gauche & dint know what to do ..
But stood there still....
Trying to seek happiness through!
Searching herself at the highest peak,
it was as though life is playing hide & seek.
Unaware of the game of life,
She stood still like the silt of the beach..
waiting for the drift of the tide.
Then she decided & stepped ahead.....
whats the fun if life is not a game????
what is life if there is always happiness....
Its important to know darkness without which light will not be valued..!!!
She began to pursuit happiness within & learnt life is the way we take n look at it!!!!
Now she waited......waited for the rain, not to hide her pain.....but for expressing her joy and talking to it in her own language..... :-)

MONEY TALKS ....... P@!$A.!.P@!$A.... SARA JAHAN PAISA....

It is indeed outrageous the way Bachchans clan monopolised Lord Balaji at Tirumala on Sunday morning. Just by being a celebrity & having political or other connections give the bachchans that right to visit the temple whenever they wish & deprive the thousands ??????
Why not an ordinary darshan rather than having an so VVIP OR VIP darshan..??
Everyone is equal in the eyes of god... why the hell should there be any special treatment for anybody..?
The visit of bachchans is just an exemplary ..... the darshan resulted in a harrowing experience for nearly 50000 pilgrims who waited in long queues for about 17 hrs...
These treatments are causing alot of inconvenience to ordinary man.
Here we have rates for darshan,rich & the powerful get priority ..so what if he has donated 51 lakhs? i don't think its a big deal..there are people who donate larger sums ,remain anonymous & seeks the blessing of lord in as any normal man does without any special treatment.
If the reason behind the drama is security threats...don't the bachchans have faith in god to protect them??? :-)
In place like Haj , pilgrims are dressed in a similar way & no one has special darshans or so... everyone has to take the same procrdure whether it is the King,President,PMm,rich or a Beggar . why can't we follow the same ? After all we are at god's doors & all are his children. why can't the govt intervene & haul up the trustees of tirumala?
i doubt if we will be able to see a day where each & every person who visits tirumala ( or any other religious place) will be seen as an individual without any monetary consideration & irrespective of status & power.

IMMORTAL DREAMZZZ...

I sat on the pavilion with a friend & a colossal air craft flew above smashing everything.....
But both of us were alive....wow.... that was a wild and incredible dream.....
i dreamt of something, but it scattered now..... i gave it my best i could ...but things dint work out.. i no its waste recollecting that dream..... A broken dream..:-(
----- but still after all the wild,weird and broken dreams.... i still dream.....------
I dream of myself as a person whose presence will make a difference...
A spark which will set a blaze.
The broken dream is a source of inspiration to dream furthur and move ahead in life.
They area source of hope, a new dream , a new hope.
yes i personally being practical believe not all dreamz come true.
Like dreams related to fantasy world.... a chocolate ocean , bulls eye mountain, a bed of rainbow flowers, flying like a free bird............ heehheeheheh.....
But still dreams strengthen us, elevate us, makes us determined,delight us...... after all they are priceless and immortal.......
They are an ingredient in the recipe of life......:-)

IS IT REALLY EXAM TIME...?????

March ------ exams in the air......
My messy room crammed with xerox & bulky wearisome books..
i know all crazy,boisterous & freaky people like me start their solemn preparation just ten days before the xams... n ya for majority subjects one day batting is sufficient.
i have this intention of studying full too in these ten days or even during exams but to my realisation i do everything possible what i shouldn't do much.... or abstain from doing.
1] Orkuting :-) the new virus which has crept in my daily schedule.. a day without orkut is like a day without sunrise...lol
2] Telecomm... using the telecommunication to the fullest extent possible. chatting on phone for hours together & discussing the topic for a longer duration than the time i actually took to study....:-)
3]Movies : watching the movie which i really like though i have seen it ten times or so... can;t resist.. & ya also can't forget i watched don in between my exams after standing 2hrs for the tickets.....
thats a genuine student :-)
4]Freaking: some days back , my friends called ....
frnds: hey bharti,,,lets meet up
me: no ya.. not possible.. can't come..got to study..the countdown is just ten
days..
frnds: ohhhh!!! thats okie... you don't come.. we can understand..
but we'll come there....lol....;-}
thats colourful frndship....
5]Smsing: pages don't get flipped easily but the hand, is always on the keypad... in a way making me multi talented....heheh
6]Blogging: yes people can't thwart updating blogs also... instead of studying at this time.....i am planning what else should i pen down.....

well.. there are many many things like this...just imagine what i actually study in these 10 days & yes i bet many people including me manage to get 75-80%
i guess its not really bad????